April. 18 years old. Ima shorty[5'2] w. a nice dramatic bOb lOl, im sO in lOve w. my man even if he dOesnt knO it yet =/ =),,,im alsO a FB fiend.after tht all thts left isz fam. friendsz clothes,&& fOOd. <3
well we broke up =[
&& this time i think this is really it hee told his mom and everything i mean i kno we fight but i didnt think a break up was necessary.. i didnt even kno we broke up till he told me .. pshh i bagg him && he dumps me =[
i swear i thought my laptop would have water damage =\ i was cryin all over the keys… i miss him already he agreed we should stay friends and he just need closure ..i didnt tell me gramsz yet she really liked him for me only thing she said she would change is for him to realize were not married and i can do wat i want lol little does she kno dats my future hubby =\ well was but im stubborn so im not going down without a fight.. hes at the park right now i told him to be safe and he said “oo ill be ok, thank yu babe” pshh all i saw was babe and was lik =D lOl.. i find hope in everything .. and i have faith in me and him so if a little time apart will make us closer and make it better the 2nd time around then so be it.. or mayb im jus in denial and cant let him go =[ i feel lik i wanna jump off my roof wen i think of him not being mines.. i feel lik a serial killer wen i think of being w. someone else or even tlkn to another girl =[ ughh i miss him this is so hard im tryna play it cool nd act lik everythings ok but its not =\ its really not ok.. but ill keep my head held high and wear my smile..=) but deep down inside all i wanna do is cry =[ cry untill my eyes curse me out for not letting thm breathe.. ugh im tearin up now ..big ass lump in my throat.. ughh =\
